WELL,
wish me luck on my first date!~
Anonymous asked: Nothing is wrong with liking Kesha! just so you know... :D
WHO IS THIS I DEMAND TO KNOW and yeah I just didn’t want to like her because she’s kinda a rapper but she is just so awesome.
/Back door cracked, we don’t need a key/We get in for free/No VIP sleaze~/
What is wrong with meee
1) Ever since making out with that guy, I’ve found it hard to go a day without talking to him and I’ve had a dream with him in it WHY AM I OBSESSED WITH HIM GODDAMMIT MAKEITSTOPPP
2) I listened to “We R Who We R” by Ke$ha. She is a dirty, skanky, nasty, wanna-be-black, little girl but I CANNOT STOP LISTENING TO IT AND NOW I’M LIKING “Blow”, “Your Love is My Drug”, AND “Blah Blah Blah”. HARGLEFLARGLEBLARGLE
someone just kill me kthnxbai
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Warning: Do not read this under any circumstance, especially if you:
1) Do not like listening to tweenage girls gush
2) Are at all opposed in any way, shape, or form to a homosexual relationship between two men (and if you are, 2a) go suck a lemon and 2b) why the hell are you following me. I’M GAAAAY~)
3) Are just generally opposed to gooey romantic crap. Lord knows I am.
I went to a dance tonight. It was hosted by an LGBTGQAlalalaalphabetsoup-friendly group. It was the first real social thing I’ve ever done ever. Before tonight, I could honestly say that I had never even held hands with a guy. After tonight, I cannot honestly say that I have never made out with a guy. SO,
About a month ago, I went to a youth leadership summit hosted by Lambda Legal. They’re a non-profit organisation that has tried most of the gay marriage cases across the country, as well as general championing of sexuality and gender identity rights. While there, I met lots of new friends, but there was also a guy that I developed a minor crush on. Alas, as of May 23, I am but 17.5 years-old and on May 28, he turns 21. But, we exchanged phone numbers so it was all well. And then we pretty much didn’t talk until tonight.
I had honestly not expected to see him. And he didn’t recognise me at first because hair and contacts. But we talked a bit. I amincrediblysocially awkward, so we danced a bit, by which I mean, I turned on swing music on my iTouch and listened/jived to that while the rest of the teens/young adults raved to techno/club remixes of tch, “pop” artists. (Although I was a bit touched/amused when everyone sang along to “Born This Way”.) After about three minutes of that shit, he and I both sat down and spent the next ~four hours talking over really loud music. We just got along really well, and I admitted early on that I’d been attempting to flirt with him. He said that he thought I was cute, intelligent, and just fun to talk to. Over those four hours, I came on to him more and more until we finally held hands and he let me lay my head on his shoulder.
Eventually, a raffle was held. I, somehow, won. It was a $25 gift card for amazon.com. My first thought was to give it to my older brother because he, as a graduation gift, ordered me Dragon Quest IV, V, and VI off of amazon. (normally he’s an ass so I was taken aback a bit) But the card that had the gift card in it actuallysaid”happy birthday!” I just. went ahead. and gave it to him. He was incredibly thankful, and I just left it at that. But a few minutes later, I asked if, in return, I could kiss him. He kind of half-laughed,half-smirked, half-gasped and. we kissed. Much more forceful than I was expecting but it was. wonderful. Like, I’ve doubted my sexuality before…I’ve wondered if I reallyam gay. I am now 100% sure that I’m straight as a rainbow. I think we made out…three times? Each time was progressively longer and I mean, I’m still shivering with emotion. All kind of a wonderful, wonderful blur. He said that it was a little awkward because even though the room was dark, we could probably be seen. We went back to a pool room to get away from the noise/awkward watching and just sat down. People were frequenting the pool room, so we just sat, talked, and held hands until he left early to go clubbing/something with some other guys.
I mean, I told him that I do not want him to see this as a commitment. He lives 25~35 minutes away and neither of us have a car so it’s unlikely that we’d be able to see each other often. I’m fine with him seeing other guys. And I don’t know why. In the past, my jealousy has driven me to almost neurotic positions, but now…I’m…for the first time in months…years, I’m happy. Truly happy. It’s due in no small part to him, but it’s mostly just that I feel more…complete. Like, I’ve finally done somethinggay.Before now, I had expressed every part of myself in some way—art and poetry through deviantART, acting and singing through friends and social occasions, etc., but until now, I had never really let that part of me have anything.
I dunno. I mean, I defintely like him and I hope we’ll be able to see each other again soon. Apparently, he does have a tumblr, but lost my name and never followed me (!), so there’s a chance that he’ll see this. Ohohoh. But anyways, I don’t see him as a boyfriend. Maybe, hopefully in the future, we’ll get to be more, but if we stay good friends and never again do anything at all romantic, I would still be happy.
If you got through all of this, I congratulate you and also question the notion that you havenothingbetter to do with your time than read a little gay kid gush over his first kiss. BUT HEY. Whatever fits your fancy.
pedophile
in english class were watching this movie called babel or w/e and theres a scene where some kid started jerking off and my teacher wasnt paying attention and someone was like um theres a kid masturbating in this movie and my teacher literally screamed NO and leapt across the room to cover the screen with her body
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LGBT Laughs: The Little Mermaid: A Gay Love Letter
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The Little Mermaid was written as a love letter by Hans Christian Anderson to Edvard Collin. Anderson, upon hearing of Collin’s engagement to a young woman, proclaimed his love to him. He told him ”I long for you as though you were a beautiful…
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